im bBbbBBBBBback!

but not in the mood for writing

bye bye baby

besok sampai hari minggu gw pergi dulu yah

mau ke singapore ikutan sister school hihi

semoga menyenangkan haha amin

bye!

dad-dooh

daddy's birthday sebentar lagi!!! lusa loh ulang tahunnya, gw cuma bikin poster gitu, abis belom sempet mau beliin kado. sorry paps :p

about my dad.. yeah skip this if u don't care, i don't mind, just sharing something on my mind.

back to topic, about my dad..

jadi dia itu lahirnya di bandung, tinggal disana sampe umurnya sekitar 6 tahunan gitu, terus ibunya meninggal huhu be tough dad! :p akhirnya dia pindah ke jakarta dan pokoknya gw gatau pernah tinggal dimana aja yang gw inget cuma di brawijaya.

dia 6 bersaudara, dia anak ke 4. hobinya cuma nyengir nyengir dan semua masalah dianggap santai. beneran loh. gw gapernah liat dia panik atau keliatan lagi mikirin sesuatu gitu. semua dibawa seneng, semua dibawa enak.

dia sd-nya di pskd, smp juga di pskd. sma di pangudi luhur. oh-so-gaul.

dia sangat pintar ekonomi loh, mungkin gara gara dulunya ips, mungkin?

dia selalu menunjukkan buku reuni sma-nya dia dan dia selalu bilang "AKU GANTENG GAAAK???" kalo udah gitu gw cuma bisa ngangguk dengan pasrah, soalnya kalo gw nggak bilang iya, dia bakal menunjukkan foto fotonya dia yang menurut dia ganteng.

cool banget kalo lagi nyetir, haha ngga tau gw suka banget liat bokap gw kalo lagi nyetir. dia suka banget sama mobil volvo. padahal kalo menurut gw jelek kotak banget kayak sabun. dia paling demen kalo lagi nyetir terus sebelahnya gedung berkaca gitu kan jadi mantul mobilnya, pasti dia bilang "eh eh mobilnya ngaca tuhh, bagus yahh hihihihihihihi" sambil ketawa ketawa sendiri. lagi, gw cuma bisa ngangguk.

dia paling suka minjem ipod gw dan pasti, udah pasti lupa dimatiin. kadang kadang seharian gak dimatiin. dan yang paling oke dari dia, gaya smsnya.

pernah waktu itu gw sms minta jemput abis softball.

gw : pak, lagi ngapain? jemput aku yah di senayan, berangkat skrg dari rumah bisa gak?

bokap : abis mandi............,oke boss.... aq jalan sekarang yach.........,

atau

gw : pak lagi dimana? aku di foodcourt kesini yahh

bokap : abis markir,,.... oke bossss....,

atau

gw : pak isiin aku pulsa dong, tinggal seribu nih, makasih yah

bokap : yang fleksi atau simpati........?????????

(jelas jelas nomer gw itu esia dan im3)

dia itu juga suka asal sebut nama orang, contohnya :

bokap dengan semangat : eeeeh kak ada yang kamu suka tuh yang vokalis itu tuh.. siapa tuh..

gw : heh? siapa sih

bokap : SHAFA

gw : HAH?

bokap : yang ungu itu lohh...

gw : PASHA KALI, DUHH

bokap : eh? heheheh iya deh

dan masih banyak contoh asal sebut lainnya.

bapski, walaupun kamu gendut dan suka ngorok kalo lagi tidur, tapi i love you loh.

happy birthday :)

(btw, he's a heavy smoker, fuck)

currently...

• listening to the secret handshake - summer'98
  
• not feeling good
• caught lying to rasman, anjeng
• today's cirengs... are weird, ha ha
• i.need.money
• trying to download games, but those games cannot  be downloaded, W H Y ???
• i made a poster for my dad's birthday, hope he likes it :p
• i ran out of ideas
• kbye

envy her

don't deny it.

you hate it.

when people around you,

walking on the different path.

you're alone now.

orange fatso

HA HA.

it's 16.15.

just got back from gramedia with my sister. she bought lots, lots. and lots of things for her school project. fortunately it's not raining.

i love book store. one day i'll own one.

ha ha.

now here i am,

listening to N.E.R.D

eating dapur coklat's chocolate cake

drinking chocolate ultramilk

...uhh me becoming fatso

!!!!!!!!!!

I. AM. MAD. AS. HELL.

FUCK YOU

drunk

Fear of rejection, kept my love inside

But time is running

So damn my foolish pride!

I don't care if you think i'm crazy

It doesn't matter if it turns out bad

I've got no fear of losin' you

You can't lose what you never had

I Luv U

...But words are words and they mean nothing 

Surely I love you counts for something! 

So let's be hasty, and let's be reckless 

Just being with you leaves me breathless 

dear juliet

Dear Mr. ABC,

It's been a while since you're not here.

Please come back.

Sincerely,

Mrs. ABC

oh yes i will..

I'll be there to comfort you
I'll build my world and dreams around you
So glad that I found you
I'll be there with love that's strong
I'll be your strength
I'll keep holding on and on and on
Oh yes I will....

barbie-ish

brainiac

yeah, keep saying that i have to go.

but still.

i'm still here.

still staring in front of laptop since... when?

retard.

i need to earn some money.

i'm going to singapore.

26 march.

without my mom.

repeat.

without my mom.

stupid.

i can't do anything without her.

i'm freakin sleepy now.

but i just can't sleep.

i keep saying things

that is so not

im

por

tant

why do you keep reading?

several things in my head

1. i need. to go. to sleep
2. hungry as hell
3. my esia is dead, since like.. a month. ago.
4. i like j.co yogurt much better than sour sally. why?
5. i want noodles
6. labs project was pretty cool. but i am definitely tired.
7. i watched f.r.i.e.n.d.s . again
8. i watched westlife. again and again
9. i cant stop writing.
10. this is so ridicilous
11. this is nonsense
12. my itunes keep playing random songs that i don't like
13. i need something.
14. it's 00.45 now
15. i need to go to sleep
16. why am i keep writing?
17. i should go now
18. really

hell bye.

this is, everlasting

"Phoebe: Aw, Phebes...
Rachel: Honey, that's your name.
Phoebe: That's short for Phoebe? I thought that's just what we called each other." 

middle one

another westlife :p

please come back home...

"And then while I'm away,
I'll write home every day,
And I'll send all my loving to you..."

you are missing in my heart. tell me why, 
i cannot be there where you are?

demi cireng ku rela berjuang

youtube ngadet ngadet ngeselin banget.

sumpah.

sampah.

ok.

jadi begini, mulai kira kira gatau deh berapa bulan yang lalu ada sebuah jajanan ciamik depan sekolah. cuma di gerobak gitu, gak cute lagi gerobaknya, cuma ada kaya tempat naro cirengnya terus ada tempat ngegorengnya.

first impression gw sama jajanan ini buruk. apaan sih mahal satunya 1500, gorengnya lama, bentuknya bintang sok imut, pokoknya yang jelek jelek deh. terus gw termakan juga lama lama. kao ngeliat lulu beli sampe 6, sekarang sih udah kurangan cuma 4, tapi tetep aja kan banyak banget gitu dulu ngeliatnya. terus akhirnya gw mencoba membeli cireng yang rasa keju. gw bayar 1500 uang pas, dan gw tunggu. pas udah jadi enak nih panas panas.

gw gigit.

oh no

shit man

you shit im not

shit you

capek ah ngomong shit shit sok keren

intinya, enak bangetttttt! gembel

pantesan orang kalo beli sampe ga santai gitu. terus waktu itu lagi ujan deres banget. tiba tiba gw sama lulu kepengen cireng banget, kepengennya tuh yang gak santai gitu, sampe gebok gebok orang lewat, gigit gigit sendal, sama kayang gitu saking kepengennya.

anjing gw lebay banget

ya pokoknya kepengen bangetttt. akhirnya setelah mendapat pinjaman payung dari alvin, gw dan lulu membulatkan tekad. gw dan lulu menerobos hujan di sore hari demi cireng keju. OH MY GOD payungnya gak muat gitu loh. curang abis lulu yang megang jadi dia megangnya sebagian buat dia, hampir semuanya buat dia malah. gw cuma dapet ujungnya, sialan abis nih bleki. terus gw sampe ke tempat cireng. gw beli keju 4 soalnya si danty nitip. berdebar sekali menunggu cirengku sayang. dan disini terdapat berbagai pemandangan lucu

ada kaka kelas gw 1 payung berdua padahal yang satu gendut satu kurus tapi lucu banget udah naik eh turun lagi ke jalanan haha terus naik lagi terus turun lagi sampe yang kurus ngomong "heh mau kemana sihhh!!" hahahhaha kocak aja harus liat sendiri deh. ada juga yang sok ganteng menerobos hujan basah basahan, ada yang sok pake file kecil ditutupin padahal udah megap2 gw yakin kemasukan aer. ada juga yang gatau diri lari lari sambil ketawa2 sama temennya. sumpah kaya tuyul

semua demi cireng.

semua rela berbasah basahan demi hangatnya cireng

oh my god

i'm back!

d00ds! i'm back after a month, finally i got back my mood for blogging! yuhuuuu

tons of story to tell, millions of laughter, hundreds of tears.

hmm, where to begin?

by the way, i had my exams and... hahaha the score wasn't too bad, but it's definitely not good. i got 47,5 on chemistry hahaha i don't care. who cares? and my mom don't know about it, it's the best part. and i had my remedial so what ever. 

today i went to megaria with some of my friends. we decided to watch kambing jantan, but unfortunately the film was bad, in my opinion. the book is way cooooooler than the movie. the movie only show about his daily life, his girlfriend, his girlfriend, and his girlfriend.

but overall its pretty good.

i'm in love with boybands! in love with westlife, backstreet boys, a1, nsync, boyzone.

ahh let me take you back to... around 2000. where boyband was the coolest thing on earth. their dances, their cute faces, their amazing voices... :p

i'm a huge fan of westlife. i used to have a million posters of westlife. but i don't know where are those posters right now, yeah whatever. yesterday, i found 7 vcds of westlife, and i watched them. i laughed a lot cause their outfit.... yeah you know. and then i just smile and keep rewind all the part where i think it's funny. it's pretty cool. it takes you back to 2000, and all the memories of westlife just popped out from my mind. i used to hate sherina hahahahaha because westlife sang i have a dream with her, remember?

ahh those funny moments really made my day.

really.

catch you later, i'm going to watch westlife on youtube :p