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males sekolah..

pengen di skip aja, tau tau udah kelas 2, masuk ips, abis itu lulus, terus kuliah di itb.

terus ngelanjutin sekolah di luar negri, ketemu cowo ganteng, abis itu nikah, punya suami oke, punya 3 anak abis itu balik ke jakarta, idup cuma seneng2 sama keluarga & temen2, ga mikir yg susah2, terus kalo meninggal masuk surga.

amin.

animal attack!

beberapa hari yang lalu, pas pulang sekolah gw langsung masuk kamar, ganti baju terus cuci muka. pas gw nengok ke arah pintu, ada sebuah binatang yg bernama kadal. gw diem, membeku. gw pikir itu mainan adek gw karena dia juga punya yg bentuknya PERSIS kayak gitu. terus untuk memastikan itu mainan apa bukan, gw lempar kertas kesana, EH DIA LONCAT! GW IKUTAN LONCAT! loncat2an deh kita. eh gak gitu deng, ya pokoknya gw tereak panik kaget dan lain lain. gw ngadu ke nyokap dan pembokat gw ditugaskan untuk membasmi kadal tersebut. berbekal sapu, si kadal di gebok sampe pingsan. pokoknya disiksa habis habisan terus gw tertawa diatas kesakitan si kadal.

besoknya, kayaknya arwah kadal memerintahkan temen2nya untuk mengusik hidup gw. pertama, pas gw lagi tidur2an sambil main laptop, gw nengok ke arah selimut. eh ada kepik, aneh2 aja deh. karena keci, gw berani, jadi gw sentil sampe mental dia. terus, kedua gw mau nyalain modem, jadi keluar kamar, terus pas buka pintu, ada binatang loncat ke gw, laba laba. anjing geli banget tai tai. terus malemnya alergi gw kambuh lagi.

kayaknya gw dikutuk sama kadal.

it's written on your personal message..

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

this is..

this is love.

no doubt.

i love you, junior.

....

aaaaaaa..bc

udah lama ga nulis yang penting2. lagi males. disekolah guru2 lagi pada hebring gara2 udah mau uub, apa2 harus remed harus selesai harus tuntas harus ini harus itu. pemaksaan stress berlebihan.
kelas xf pindah loh ke 8f, jadi deket deh. tapi sebelahnya kelas 11, jadi ga bisa kayang tengah jalan lagi deh, malu. ga deng, gapernah gw kayang tengah jalan. pernahnya salto. ga deng gapernah gw salto tengah jalan, pernahnya tiduran. ga deng ga pernah gw tiduran tengah jalan. STOP. jadi intinya gw takut keluar2 kelas jadi gw didalem aja deh baca quran. KYAAW

keuangan gw menipis dahsyat nih. bukan karena gw abis membeli barang spektakuler yang mahal tapi gara2 gw doyan makan. yang dulu kalo istirahat pertama cuma beli minum, sekarang beli crepes abis itu makan oreo. yang dulu kalo istirahat kedua paling makan bakso, sekarang makan nasi abis itu makan cemilan2 kerupuk2 dll, abis itu beli pancake. yang dulu pulang sekolah beli tehbotol ato apaan kek, sekarang beli fanta susu ato susu stroberi.

intinya, gw miskin skarang.
miskin harta gara2 makanan.

twilight kapan main sih? pengen nonton

edward cullen.

so much love

Hats need a beat, like awake needs asleep
Like a pen needs a page, to re-write you need a mistake

Oh, yeah

Hearts need a mind, like a clock needs the time
Like white needs black, if you leave I hope you need to come back

Oh, i swear, i know, i believe it
Oh, i can't stop hearing all the singing
Oh, my soul has never had this feeling
and it feels like gold

You got so much love in you
You got so much love in you
I'm amazed that I'm talkin' to you
You look like the songs that I've heard my whole life coming true

Strike all the bells, hit 'em hard make 'em all yell
Celebrate that you made, lock us up yeah incarcerate oh!

Oh, i swear, i know, i believe it
Oh, i can't stop hearing all the singing
Oh, my soul has never had this feeling
and it feels like so, so

So much love in you
You got so much love in you
I'm amazed that I'm talkin' to you
You look like the songs that I've heard my whole life coming true

You got so much love in you
You got so much love in you
I'm amazed that I'm talkin' to you
You look like the songs oh, oh, oh, oh

Yeah, oh, c'mon, yeah..

ahh.....

You got so much love in you
You got so much love in you
I'm amazed that I'm talkin' to you
You look like the songs that I've heard my whole life coming true

[x3]

You got so much love in you
You got so much love in you
I'm amazed that I'm talkin' to you
You look like the songs oh, oh, oh, oh

so much love - the rocket summer

tragedi mcd dan satpam bego

tadi gw sama adek2 gw kelaperan sampe guling2an di lantai. akhirnya sebelom ade gw memutuskan untuk makan karet gelang, gw mencetuskan ide cemerlang seperti sunlight, yaitu pesen mcd. yaudah akhirnya gw pesen 1 double cheeseburger, 1 cheeseburger, sama 1 box ayam gitu. totalnya 70 ribuan, tai mahal banget. mendingan gw makan pepper lunch. ato beli nasi uduk sekolah dapet 10, biar kenyang.

udah dateng tuh mcd, gw suruh pembokat yang keluar, gw kasih 100rb sama 5rb-an buat si yang nganterin. kembaliannya 30rb an dong, nah pas masuk si mbak ga bawa apa2, cuma bawa bungkus mcd doang. gw tanya

gw: he? ini doang?

mbak: iya

gw: kembaliannya mana?

mbak: katanya ga ada kembalian tuh

nahlo, gw shock, terus pingsan. ga deng, terus gw tanya ternyata si satpam yang salah ngerti, da bilang kalo kembaliannya SEMUA buat si yang nganterin. tega bener deh. mendingan juga gw pake buat beli gorengan dapet 60 biji. kesal aku kesaaaaaal aih

sakit, lagi

gatau nih gw jadi sakit2an terus pas sma, dari demam berdarah sampe asma semuanya kambuh lagi, ga ada yang santai lagi penyakitnya

kemaren pulang sekolah gw tidur, lama banget tidurnya tau2 dibangunin sama nyokap gw terus dia bilang

ibu: ibu mau ke bali besok <-- gua diemin aja

ibu: ibu mau ke bali besok <-- palingan bercanda

ibu: ibu mau ke bali beneran besok.

gw: heee? ngapain...

ibu: jalan2, naik pesawatnya tante nita

gw: pulang kapan?

ibu: sabtu juga udah pulang

jadi intinya nyokap gw ke bali hari jumat terus bilangnya ke gw kamis sore, gimana gw ga shock. naik pesawat pribadi gitu lagi, gw juga punya, bajaj pribadi, lebih gaul dan tidak makan tempat!

hari ini gw ga masuk, bosen deh dirumah, sepi lagi

ahhhhhh